Confessions of a Blogaholic

Today was the Psychic Party at a friend's house. I wasn't nervous, just in desperate need of some answers!

Baby: She said I'd have an answer by April, due in January 2010, and it would be a boy.

Relationship: My hubs loves me, we "do everything well together," we'll both live into our 80s, and we'll eventually have 2 kids and live healthy, happy lives.

Nathan: He lives by the motto "He who dies with the most (stuff) wins." He likes to spend, spend, spend. I am the polar opposite of him in my spending habits. I control the money and have to tell him no to things. Though he doesn't verbalize it, he is just as excited to be a dad as I am to be a mom. He loves me deeply.

Mom's health: Though her back has been bad for quite awhile, she is going to be feeling better in the next few months.

Grandma's health: She's stubborn and not going anywhere. Though her cancer will never fully go into remission, she is going to be around for at least the next two years. She feels like she still has a lot of children to raise.

My health: I need to work on my posture and get a new office chair for my desk in the classroom. Also, I can be expecting a respiratory cold in the next month.

What the universe has to say to me: I live in fear. Everyday I'm afraid of money problems, baby problems, everyone else's lives, but mostly, I live in fear of making ends meet. I should know by now that things always work themselves out, and I need to let go of some of that fear. I will have enough money. We will never be living on the streets or anything, so I need to enjoy spending a little more.

If you know me, you know how true-to-life much of this was. What a fun time!!