Friday, April 17, 2009

The Psychic Was Wrong

at 11:32 PM

I started my period tonight. There will be no news of pregnancy in April.

I cannot tell you how crushed I am. I cannot tell you how upset it makes me to be so out of control. I would never wish this feeling on anyone. To have the one thing I want seem so far out of my reach is miserable.

Kristen, I don't know how you've been through what you've been through.

 

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Kristen said...

Oh Christina, my heart just aches for you. I am just so, so, so sorry. I remember those first times with my old RE. All the hope and optimism, and then getting AF felt like the worlds biggest crush on my heart.

You commented that you don't know how I've continued despite all I've been through...it is never easy. What worked best for me was to take time to be sad/grieve, then taking time for myself. Once I had done that, then I just resigned myself to move forward. While my heart wasn't always ready to move forward, I just did it anyway, setting my sights on the next form of treatment or next round.

Please know I'm here if you need to talk.

April 18, 2009 at 2:52 PM  

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